Friday, February 12, 2010

2/10, 11, 12 grandkids, letting go of the old

2/10 Well. Luke and I went to Dr K. After NM, I may have finished the painting. Ohhhh.

2/11 Luke and I go to B-town. We're concerned because Luke isn't feeling well. It's his digestion again. He doesn't eat much lunch, but he wants to see the littles so we carry on.

Luke goes inside the school to pick up Xavier. When they come out, I notice that X's hair is getting long. Rain has decided to let it grow. He looks like a rock star. Xander is one good looking kid. He's excited to tell us about his wins on in the world of t.v. boy games. He's competitive and that will be good for the future.

He has become so cooperative. This school has been good for him. He does his homework with papa--no complants. Then we watch him play his games. I love to sit with him while he plays. He invited me to play with him. I'd rather watch him. When it's time to stop playing, I give X five more minutes and he cooperates. What a difference from last year.

We go to Golden Corral. Luke and I like it. It's not too expensive and the food is good for dieting and for health. It's simple and easy to digest. Luke had no problem eating a big meal. So we're happy. Violet is charming. She comes from day care in her little second hand ballet skirt, sweat shirt and jeans. She's mellow. Not wanting to eat too much, but mellow and sweet to be around. She says I love you gramma. And of course, I love to hear it. X sits between Papa and me. He loves us both and feels completely comfortable with us. We're at peace together.

The meal is comfortable and delicious. We have fun. The trip home is peaceful. I'm grateful that Luke feels better.

2/12 O.K. I had to let go of the home structure that I've known for so long. I hope it will be for the best. I'm not ready to be specific. It was hard for me. I let go.

Mike and Aaron worked all day. I went to NM.


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