It was good to see Matt and Melissa. Both good hearted, laid back people.
Melissa has a friend who came down with the "virus." He continues to be tired and is only able to work part-time. So I quess this is typical. I've been confused. Most of my symptoms are gone, but the deep exhaustion remains. What do I have to learn? Later in the day, one of my regular customers came in. I haven't seen her for a while, and quess what? she had the "virus." She took the Western Med route and is worse off than I've been. She is still not able to work and is only able to shedule on outing a day. We got sick at the same time. Now I've putting things together and I feel that I've been luckier than most. And remember what the UPS guy said, "You must have a strong immune system." He knows people who had to go to the hospital.
So . . . . I'm thinking. Maybe I have to rest at this time, so I can put things together in my mind. So many things have changed in my life. Things that I couldn't have imagined would change. People that I helped when they were down. People who were able to transform their lives through North Indian Yoga, and now . . . Well, we don't even talk. Strange.
Also, I'm thinking about the projects that are pulling my attention--the documentary film on miracles, the art project and all that says about my future, and the kids story (yes, I'm working on it, but not ready to show the work). What about meditation and hatha classes?
I came to NM very, very tired. But I braved up. Matt and Melissa weren't feeling tip top either. My goal was to keep from actually falling down and to serve the customers well--so noone would know. I achieved that.
MKate came in early, about 3 pm, and sent me home. I could barely drag myself to the back to get my purse and then out to the car. I mean drag. So I was glad to be home and resting.
Luke helped me to fix dinner. We had chicken in cream sauce, with a baked potato and cabbage.
Then rest, rest, rest.
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