10/26/09 Meditation Class, Chores w Luke, Resting

I woke up this a.m. off my game. Oooh. Surprise. After a full nights sleep, I'm tired. Well, after talking to people who have survived this virus, or who know someone who has survived, I have to say that I'm holding my own. I remember a great yogi who was terribly ill with a fever so strong that it made his whole body tremble. Someone had to consult with him, the yogi set his illness aside for the time of his meeting. Then, he took the illness back. The man who he met with asked him why he didn't heal himself. Obviously he could. The great yogi said that he didn't want to intefer with his karma--much of which he'd taken on by healing others.

I decide to teach my meditation class, for myself as well as the students. I want to immerse myself in the healing energy. The class has a good feel to it. The Shakti is strong and peaceful. I fall into meditation as well, and when the class is over, I feel a lot better. I think again and again--if God lives inside me, then I should be able to heal myself.

I spoke to Jen. She's happy that we are finally coming to B town to see her sweet little family. I'm going to see Dr Logan tomorrow and will get his thoughts on the trip and on my progress.

I got home in time to see Luke getting ready for chores--picking up my lamp (which I have missed), and other things. I went with him. I stayed in the car, but it was nice to hang out with Luke.

We ended our trip with a short stop at the 1/2 price bookstore. I asked about books on backyard birds. The clerk showed me books on pet birds. So I assume that they don't carry the type of books we want. Just as we're getting ready to check out--we find a whole shew of books on wild birds--in the nature area. By this time, I drained and can't stand up anymore. We look through a few books. Nothing is exactly what we want. We want pictures and information about the birds that are coming to our new bird feeders. And maybe things we can plant next year that will attract a larger variety of birds. We'll look next time.

I go home and rest. I make an easy dinner and rest again.